Never be stuck again

Yo personal 16 April 2011 Get totally into feeling. Get into the Flow of love for yourself. Feel the essence of all potentials. Feel all is possible and at the same time simultaneously. Open up to the many dimensions at the same time. Feel immortality….feel past lives and future lives in many dimensions. Are you ready to let go of your story totally? If not……feel into the part that is difficult to let go and explore all the colours that are there. Many dimensions are there in the story of your past. Dive around and feel into it. There are many stories there as well… So what happened exactly? Who knows… Nothing is what it seems anymore… So why not explore it….see all the colours , smell al the smells… Never , never stay stuck….play around , fool around. You are free….never to be stuck again. Never stuck in one story , never stuck in one dimension. Never stuck in one word , or one feeling… Never stuck in other persons story , or manipulation for there are many stories in one’s past. Make one up as well , what story would you prefer? That is also true….who cares? Feel , feel your true heart , into your true being. Feel the freedom , total freedom… Fly around , be so young again , for there is no age present. Be nowhere and be everywhere at the same time. Let go of the 3 dimension. Let go of the linear thinking. It is hard to explain. Hard for the mind to comprehend. But not hard to feel into…..to imagine. Yes you are free…..at last. Where to go what to do? Who cares….play and be carefree. You are NOT to be stuck ever again. Unless you want to…. Then it is your choice… You are ALL that you ARE.. All you want to be and make up many more that you can be.. Can you feel what it does to your being , to your body.. Feel what it does for your body of consciousness? Feel the space around you? Feel your true heart? Feel your face as it changes….there is no age where you fit in ever again… Ageless.. Ageless for you are all ages at the same time, for al past ( and past lives also), future are intertwining. Moving around so fast , and it changes every split second. Feel the turmoil….your mind cannot understand at all. But you lay it at rest and take care of it…it is OK. Just dive into it…surrender , trust , play , and feel the freedom. Feel the lines of sorrow disappear. All is possible. And if people around you do not understand …see all that is possible in them to…all the colours in every one. And let the one story that they are believing GO…see all the other stories , feel there other potentials there as well….meet them in many dimensions. Play with their souls….enjoy the connection in all… past, present and future. Let them feel you…feel you play and move around…. We are all with you, in all that is appearing and changing rapidly. We play with you , laugh with you … We can easily speed up with you and encourage you to go even faster until you spin and Laugh out loud. We enjoy the potentials that you are waking up and moving around… We enjoy the colours that you create , the full rainbows of colours. We enjoy the sounds that you make. We enjoy the smells you give birth to…. We love the fun you have and we SMILE , wide and broad smiles…

donicia THE NECKLACE

7 DONICIA 5 march 201
STRINGING A NECKLACE…

Dear ones , there is so much new energy coming in.
Can you feel it , can you allow it in…
March is a time of renewal ..if that is a right word for it.
Like stringing a necklace, one bead after the other.
First there is one pearls of bliss…you could feel it , right?
Then another one , aother gorgeous pearl of pure bliss…
Then there are 5 of these beads of light and love…wow, then we wait for the next ones to come and suddenly we are in the space in-between , are there more pearls coming in..?
The space in between feels horrible and hurtful ..oops
There is another pearl of bliss…no two of them , no three…
And already there is the first beginning of a string if pearls…WOW…

The space in-between is what you are used to. The 3D reality which limited you so much…
Now it is time to get used to the pearls-beads one after another…sometimes a little row of them together.
That is what is happening right now.

Are you ready for this beautiful necklace to be ready and will be around your necks…
The most precious jewellery ever …
Are you ready for these beads of the most utter ,highest light ever?
The highest vibration?

Or do you think that you still do not deserve this beautiful necklace ( one pearl is OK but so many??) and will you give it away…
Are you going to through these pearls for swine ???
AS YOU USED TO DO MANY LIFETIMES????
Or are you going to wear it and be so beautiful?
Wear it with pride , and love , and honour ?
Can you handle these pearl beats one after the other and sometimes many more together?
Are you ready?

And is your focus on the many beads of bliss or focussed on the in between space?
And are you going to wear this necklace …feel it….
Are you the one that is going to be so lucky and worthy to be wearing it?
Are you so precious , and special to be wearing this necklace?
Are you so high in vibration to even be able to wear this jewellery?

It is up to you…
You know what WE will say , we said it so many times over and over again,
but now it is up to YOU….
Can you honestly FEEL that YOU are so great that all this BLISS is coming in?
It is your choice…
You’re freedom…
You’re magic
You’re treasure you are the treasure….YOU ARE THE NECKLACE WITH THE MOST BLISSFULL BEADS OF PEARLS….DONICIA

SAINT IGNATIUS ULTIMATE LOVE

The ultimate deepest LOVE…..from the origin …28 febr 2011

First you had to experience once again the darkest hours ( years) of the soul.
And you did experience it thoroughly....it hurts so much…
You saw when others did not , could not love and appreciate you…
You felt as you did something terribly wrong.
You felt into the absence of LOVE.
You tried to make contact with the ones whom where not connected with this deep love , which you remembered so deeply into your being.
And which you wanted to go back again. Wanted to be reunited again.
You thought when it did not happen you did something terribly wrong. And you started to look and feel into the others to search for this love again.
When you made contact with others on earth ( parents , family, friends, lovers) , you attached dark energies to yourself again. Which attached to you because you had wrong beliefs about yourself.
You stepped into darkness.
All for a purpose.

Now feel into ME and many Saints with ME…..
First we started to work in Brazil , with John of God and al the beautiful people assisting him.
The story is about LOVE , deep LOVE.
Al the dark entities are brought to the LIGHT.
Al darkness brought to the light.
With the love from all human angels on earth, and many more angels arrived on earth…
They felt into this LOVE again , and remembered ..


All darkness cleared away.
The humans who came to this place in Brazil were touched and worked hard to be the brightest light they could be , anyway most of them….tried very hard.
Most did succeed.

Now this energy is spreading around the world , through what you call the internet , but also because the bright light human went back to the places they came from.
The energy was spread, and is spreading very quickly…

Feel into us , and we will help you bring the dark little bits to the light with the most ultimate LOVE there is.
Just feel into this deepest LOVE and LIGHT.
These dark bits have attached to you because believed them. You believed that you were not a human to be so much appreciated and loved.
So the dark energies attached to you. And you can still feel the pain it causes.
But you have to understand , you saw into what was not LOVE.
You experienced it and understood the others in pain and suffering.
Now feel the LOVE which you are . I mean feel not think.
Feel the Love and bring ( we are with you all the way) al the last little dark bits into the light.
Dark entities , dark energies which attached themselves to you ….to your beliefs.
Beliefs about who you thought you were.

Now is the time to really LOVE who you are , embrace yourself and appreciate yourself.
TRUELY.
Connect with the LOVE that we are. The ORIGIN SOURCE LOVE…..GOD…
Take really good care of yourself.
Feel the vibration.
Close your eyes for a little while and breath deeply.
It is all about LOVE and bringing darkness to the light.
These are all words , it is about feeling deeply to the LOVE that is all around you again.
Put your feet on the ground do not cross your legs , do not cross your arms but let energy flow through you.
Taking , releasing the tiny bits of darkness.
Because you have free will again and can choose to go inwards , inside your being .
Release everything….
Feel us working with you, right this minute…
You are doing the work because it is free will. Again…

When you love yourself deeply , and be in contact with this enormous , deepest source of love. Coming in you , coming on earth. You will see when others are out of love.
But it has nothing to do with you. Because you can be in LOVE again.
And clearly see when someone is NOT. I . We will tell you more about how to bring others to themselves again , if you want to work with GOD, and be in and off service ( free will)

But first bring yourself into this level…..of LOVE …
Removing al dark bits for ever and ever…
Connect with ME and many others Saints around you…
Feel into US….feel into WE…

IGNATIUS DE LOYOLA…..AMONG MANY OTHER SAINTS , DOCTORS AND MYSTICS….
Glorious times.

Flame

MYSTERY CLASS 26 febr. 2011

We , you’re teachers from this mystery class, are very near by.
We would like to make some things clear to you.
First of all we do see you still resisting , we can see it in your bodies and we feel it in your hearts. It is very normal but makes it a little more difficult.
Takes a little longer.
But it is going to happen anyway , because you choose it very clearly.
You have understood alchemy a long time ago and recently remembered it again , as often happens that one forgets all the things one learns in a classroom , for some of the time one dreams away. Or one is caught up in the things happening around you as you live on earth.

But now is the time to be clear and remember.
Now is the time to practise all that is been taught to you.
Now is the time to stop resisting for it is going to happen and there is not much more you can do ( for most of you think there is still much more to be done).
But these thoughts are keeping you away as Donicia already has been telling you .
Any way, that part of letting go, you already feel in your souls and hearts…

So lets get on with it!
Let the internal flame burn , burn up all resistance , old belief systems , suffering.
Let this eternal flame bring the light and warmth .
Step into the internal flame , be the flame…
The flame is there burning as a little spotlight.
But you can give it permission to let it grow big , bigger to be the greatest flame ever.
Flame energy gives energy , power , clearing up , and the ashes are very fertile…

Feel the fire in you , do not be afraid but be joyful…Celebrate.
Get out the marshmallows….see the stars while you are outside in the dark..

And be aware some humans are very afraid of the fire , the enormous flame.
The want to through buckets water over you to stop this fire.
Or to trim it down a little. Make it a little smaller, perhaps….

But no way it is going to have any effect at all.
Be the biggest flame ever.

Fire energy , is very powerful, inspiring , warming , you will arise as a phoenix from the ashes. You really will ….
This is the time….
Light up your internal flame….we will bring you the fire works….
Feel the warmth , be the warmth….
Breath it in and give the flame more oxygen to expand….

Teachers from the mystery class

A visit to Shambala

I sit in meditation and after connecting with the earths inner heart center and the great cosmic heart I contact my pakauwa. The first time for a long while. What comes to me is an enormous elephant.

I am on top of it in a split second, being carried through the lush green landscape in a slow and wonderfully comfortable, swaying way. I feel as if I am a great Maharaja, or am I an Indian prinsess, beautifuly clothed and veiled? I realize that I am sitting on top of the elephant together with my twin flame. There is a deep, almost overwhelming love and we are sitting there intertwined. Are we two people, or is it the perfect union of my being, the sacred marriage of the masculine and feminine parts of my celestial being, my I Am.The elephant is still moving forward, as I am seated on top watching how the people are throwing flower petals on the road in front of me. I feel a sense of great dignity, and I am being honoured.

I see the big mountains of the Himalaya approaching and then I am seated on the back of an enourmous bird. The elephant changes into this bird? I am flying high up in the mountains, and I think I am landing in Shambala again. I am received in a great big hall. There are pillars of gold and crystals. It is magnificent. I feel as if I have a great big cape hanging from my back, but realize that it must be my wings. I kneel in front of the great Lord seated at the top, and he makes me stand up again and be seated at the round table that is there. I am celebrated and I am asked to tell about all my experiences from Earth. I feel comfortable being here now. I see the great eye, the eye of Horus lighting up in front of me. I come here to get assistance with a download of energies and with rejuvenation. I am having a «Shaumbra service center spa treatment».

I hug all my friends before I leave and I am brought back to my elephant who carries me on through the beautiful landscape which I am enjoying and admiring. We come to the water and the elephant goes into it and give us a wonderful refreshing shower. My elephant, Mumta, takes me back to the palace looking like the Taj Mahal, where my love and I watch a magnificent sunset.

6 Donicia CLINGING

6 Donicia,

If you go within the depth of yourself , and be the origin source,
There can not be anything else anymore.
Are you prepared to let go of whom you are NOT?
If you are anxious , fearful , not good enough , looking outside yourself,
Then you are not truly within.

If you are truly within you all these feelings , doubts , thoughts disappear.
They are making you aware that you are not deep within.
Do not punish yourself thinking “What am I doing wrong”
But accept with total love what is happening and know that you are so willing to go to your deepest within…
ACCEPT what is happening and embrace it fully.
See what you are still doing …..with much compassion …
There is nothing outside you anymore, nothing to search for …
The thoughts that arise that are keeping you from the freedom that you are,
Is YOU believing the GAME.
You are keeping yourself from freedom.
So be quiet and see what your identity ,of whom you are NOT ,is doing .

When I had to awaken , truly be aware of who I AM ,
I had to let go of the slave , maid , not worthy, woman ( in that time) stories.
Like if it was just a dream.
I turned around , and stepped into who I AM, letting totally go of whom I AM NOT.
Keeping just a tiny thought of being so little worth , kept me away from being who I AM.

So I am asking you , no telling you , TURN AROUND.
Feel the presence of who you really are.
FEEL IT.
KNOW IT.
You are a part something so magnificent and so huge…
The identity of who you think you are , is such a tiny part of who you really , really are.
LET GO of the tiny bit , it is so insignificant.
Yet, the tiny bit, is also beautiful on the other hand for it made you experience al this suffering.
But is a tiny , tiny part worth it to keep you away from being the UNIVERSE , COMOS?????
Away from being GOD ALSO?

No more words , to keep you away.
No more thoughts can keep you away.
No more old belief systems can keep you away..
No more searching can keep you away…
NO MORE.
STOP TURN AROUND

FEEL INTO US, INTO YOU…

When old thoughts arise , be compassionate and loving know that it is not keeping you away anymore. Breath it in but do not accept it anymore , it is not yours. Was not yours to begin with , anyway.
Make the choice , wipe clean the stories , of the old belief system.
Clean up your space, anytime necessary.
Like sponging yourself clean as many times possible to stay in the I AM.
See from a distance what your identity of whom you are NOT is CLINGING onto…
Feel compassion for that part.
Breath , it is just a tiny part.
It is not working anymore.

Unless you want it to cling…?????

I KNOW ,

DONICIA

donicia being like a gletcher

5 DONICIA 22 febr.

So much respect there is on this side for you.
Can you really feel what you are doing? Have done.
Or are you looking at yourself through the eyes of your human identity .

The change is going to be through you , through your body of consciousness.
As you know of course already.
But can you feel it?
Do you stay attached to the identity that you are or can you let your story go.
And feel who you are.
You are GOD ,DIVINITY , UNIVERSE, COSMOS….
Feel it , Feel what is means to you and your body.
Feel what the changes can be.
How does it feel different?
To really take responsibility for your self.
To really let in the feeling of love.
Allowing the highest light beings to honour and love you.
This is totally different then You think you should love yourself.
Feel the change of love starting from deep within your being.
Breath and feel with your arms the expansion of your breath and love.
Feel with your hands on the outside of your presence , follow the movement of energy.
While you breath.
In and out…

Take responsibility of who you are.
Take care of yourself through these changes that are occurring on earth right now.
Let your energy expand.
Feel US around you , with you…..and do not think but FEEL it..
No limited ideas of who you are NOT , that is old energy.
And I know the difference very much.
I am so happy to let that story and that suffering go.
I could not make the change in that life when I fell asleep again.
But I did get it through your changing of vibration.
WIPE CLEAN your space from old energy….do it once more.
Breath and let it be wiped clean.

Now again feel your presence , your energy, with NO limited thinking.
Feel OUR joy and LOVE again….
Be quiet end feel into this DEPTH.
Which all the darkness that pushed you towards…this depth.
Thank the darkness for being there even though it was very hard to embrace a little while ago.
Now it feels different for there is NEW DEPTH and COMPASSION.
AGAIN and AGAIN feel into this very intense NEW depth like a GLETCHER…
Opening up pushing aside that is not really YOU anymore.

We work side by side with you…..
And we understand and feel that it is a very hard thing to do.
So we praise you.
This is a very rewarding time on earth but it is a very dark and intense , shattering energy.
And there is a question I want to ask you…do you need to look any further , outside yourself?
Or is the answer inside you NOW?
Do you still need to listen to all the teachers around you.
Or is it inside yourself.
Do you know your way?
Can you feel your grandness , connection with you?
Or are you still looking for approval outside yourself?
From your loved ones, who are looking somewhere else?
CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF?
CAN YOU FEEL YOURSELF?
NO WORDS BUT FEEL THIS …..
Do you need more words , more praise , to understand your power and love..
Or can you be alone , standing on your own and let go of the needy feedy?
Can you make a total connection with yourself …
Being the angel from the origin source…

Feel your breath expanding and when you exhale feel the your space moving inwards.
And out again.
Be your breath and be your heart…BE YOU…

DONICIA……..by your side….