Flame

MYSTERY CLASS 26 febr. 2011

We , you’re teachers from this mystery class, are very near by.
We would like to make some things clear to you.
First of all we do see you still resisting , we can see it in your bodies and we feel it in your hearts. It is very normal but makes it a little more difficult.
Takes a little longer.
But it is going to happen anyway , because you choose it very clearly.
You have understood alchemy a long time ago and recently remembered it again , as often happens that one forgets all the things one learns in a classroom , for some of the time one dreams away. Or one is caught up in the things happening around you as you live on earth.

But now is the time to be clear and remember.
Now is the time to practise all that is been taught to you.
Now is the time to stop resisting for it is going to happen and there is not much more you can do ( for most of you think there is still much more to be done).
But these thoughts are keeping you away as Donicia already has been telling you .
Any way, that part of letting go, you already feel in your souls and hearts…

So lets get on with it!
Let the internal flame burn , burn up all resistance , old belief systems , suffering.
Let this eternal flame bring the light and warmth .
Step into the internal flame , be the flame…
The flame is there burning as a little spotlight.
But you can give it permission to let it grow big , bigger to be the greatest flame ever.
Flame energy gives energy , power , clearing up , and the ashes are very fertile…

Feel the fire in you , do not be afraid but be joyful…Celebrate.
Get out the marshmallows….see the stars while you are outside in the dark..

And be aware some humans are very afraid of the fire , the enormous flame.
The want to through buckets water over you to stop this fire.
Or to trim it down a little. Make it a little smaller, perhaps….

But no way it is going to have any effect at all.
Be the biggest flame ever.

Fire energy , is very powerful, inspiring , warming , you will arise as a phoenix from the ashes. You really will ….
This is the time….
Light up your internal flame….we will bring you the fire works….
Feel the warmth , be the warmth….
Breath it in and give the flame more oxygen to expand….

Teachers from the mystery class

A visit to Shambala

I sit in meditation and after connecting with the earths inner heart center and the great cosmic heart I contact my pakauwa. The first time for a long while. What comes to me is an enormous elephant.

I am on top of it in a split second, being carried through the lush green landscape in a slow and wonderfully comfortable, swaying way. I feel as if I am a great Maharaja, or am I an Indian prinsess, beautifuly clothed and veiled? I realize that I am sitting on top of the elephant together with my twin flame. There is a deep, almost overwhelming love and we are sitting there intertwined. Are we two people, or is it the perfect union of my being, the sacred marriage of the masculine and feminine parts of my celestial being, my I Am.The elephant is still moving forward, as I am seated on top watching how the people are throwing flower petals on the road in front of me. I feel a sense of great dignity, and I am being honoured.

I see the big mountains of the Himalaya approaching and then I am seated on the back of an enourmous bird. The elephant changes into this bird? I am flying high up in the mountains, and I think I am landing in Shambala again. I am received in a great big hall. There are pillars of gold and crystals. It is magnificent. I feel as if I have a great big cape hanging from my back, but realize that it must be my wings. I kneel in front of the great Lord seated at the top, and he makes me stand up again and be seated at the round table that is there. I am celebrated and I am asked to tell about all my experiences from Earth. I feel comfortable being here now. I see the great eye, the eye of Horus lighting up in front of me. I come here to get assistance with a download of energies and with rejuvenation. I am having a «Shaumbra service center spa treatment».

I hug all my friends before I leave and I am brought back to my elephant who carries me on through the beautiful landscape which I am enjoying and admiring. We come to the water and the elephant goes into it and give us a wonderful refreshing shower. My elephant, Mumta, takes me back to the palace looking like the Taj Mahal, where my love and I watch a magnificent sunset.

6 Donicia CLINGING

6 Donicia,

If you go within the depth of yourself , and be the origin source,
There can not be anything else anymore.
Are you prepared to let go of whom you are NOT?
If you are anxious , fearful , not good enough , looking outside yourself,
Then you are not truly within.

If you are truly within you all these feelings , doubts , thoughts disappear.
They are making you aware that you are not deep within.
Do not punish yourself thinking “What am I doing wrong”
But accept with total love what is happening and know that you are so willing to go to your deepest within…
ACCEPT what is happening and embrace it fully.
See what you are still doing …..with much compassion …
There is nothing outside you anymore, nothing to search for …
The thoughts that arise that are keeping you from the freedom that you are,
Is YOU believing the GAME.
You are keeping yourself from freedom.
So be quiet and see what your identity ,of whom you are NOT ,is doing .

When I had to awaken , truly be aware of who I AM ,
I had to let go of the slave , maid , not worthy, woman ( in that time) stories.
Like if it was just a dream.
I turned around , and stepped into who I AM, letting totally go of whom I AM NOT.
Keeping just a tiny thought of being so little worth , kept me away from being who I AM.

So I am asking you , no telling you , TURN AROUND.
Feel the presence of who you really are.
FEEL IT.
KNOW IT.
You are a part something so magnificent and so huge…
The identity of who you think you are , is such a tiny part of who you really , really are.
LET GO of the tiny bit , it is so insignificant.
Yet, the tiny bit, is also beautiful on the other hand for it made you experience al this suffering.
But is a tiny , tiny part worth it to keep you away from being the UNIVERSE , COMOS?????
Away from being GOD ALSO?

No more words , to keep you away.
No more thoughts can keep you away.
No more old belief systems can keep you away..
No more searching can keep you away…
NO MORE.
STOP TURN AROUND

FEEL INTO US, INTO YOU…

When old thoughts arise , be compassionate and loving know that it is not keeping you away anymore. Breath it in but do not accept it anymore , it is not yours. Was not yours to begin with , anyway.
Make the choice , wipe clean the stories , of the old belief system.
Clean up your space, anytime necessary.
Like sponging yourself clean as many times possible to stay in the I AM.
See from a distance what your identity of whom you are NOT is CLINGING onto…
Feel compassion for that part.
Breath , it is just a tiny part.
It is not working anymore.

Unless you want it to cling…?????

I KNOW ,

DONICIA

donicia being like a gletcher

5 DONICIA 22 febr.

So much respect there is on this side for you.
Can you really feel what you are doing? Have done.
Or are you looking at yourself through the eyes of your human identity .

The change is going to be through you , through your body of consciousness.
As you know of course already.
But can you feel it?
Do you stay attached to the identity that you are or can you let your story go.
And feel who you are.
You are GOD ,DIVINITY , UNIVERSE, COSMOS….
Feel it , Feel what is means to you and your body.
Feel what the changes can be.
How does it feel different?
To really take responsibility for your self.
To really let in the feeling of love.
Allowing the highest light beings to honour and love you.
This is totally different then You think you should love yourself.
Feel the change of love starting from deep within your being.
Breath and feel with your arms the expansion of your breath and love.
Feel with your hands on the outside of your presence , follow the movement of energy.
While you breath.
In and out…

Take responsibility of who you are.
Take care of yourself through these changes that are occurring on earth right now.
Let your energy expand.
Feel US around you , with you…..and do not think but FEEL it..
No limited ideas of who you are NOT , that is old energy.
And I know the difference very much.
I am so happy to let that story and that suffering go.
I could not make the change in that life when I fell asleep again.
But I did get it through your changing of vibration.
WIPE CLEAN your space from old energy….do it once more.
Breath and let it be wiped clean.

Now again feel your presence , your energy, with NO limited thinking.
Feel OUR joy and LOVE again….
Be quiet end feel into this DEPTH.
Which all the darkness that pushed you towards…this depth.
Thank the darkness for being there even though it was very hard to embrace a little while ago.
Now it feels different for there is NEW DEPTH and COMPASSION.
AGAIN and AGAIN feel into this very intense NEW depth like a GLETCHER…
Opening up pushing aside that is not really YOU anymore.

We work side by side with you…..
And we understand and feel that it is a very hard thing to do.
So we praise you.
This is a very rewarding time on earth but it is a very dark and intense , shattering energy.
And there is a question I want to ask you…do you need to look any further , outside yourself?
Or is the answer inside you NOW?
Do you still need to listen to all the teachers around you.
Or is it inside yourself.
Do you know your way?
Can you feel your grandness , connection with you?
Or are you still looking for approval outside yourself?
From your loved ones, who are looking somewhere else?
CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF?
CAN YOU FEEL YOURSELF?
NO WORDS BUT FEEL THIS …..
Do you need more words , more praise , to understand your power and love..
Or can you be alone , standing on your own and let go of the needy feedy?
Can you make a total connection with yourself …
Being the angel from the origin source…

Feel your breath expanding and when you exhale feel the your space moving inwards.
And out again.
Be your breath and be your heart…BE YOU…

DONICIA……..by your side….

JUMP I will catch ME

19 Being INGIR,

Not being free , wow that really feels terrible at the moment.
For Yo is having a very hard time at the moment.
It is in her face , it is hurting her like…….hell.
Allowing to be present and breath is a very hard thing to do.
I see the progress that is being made….
And I am with her very much.
I am in awe with the persistence that she is showing to become totally free.

The persistence that also holds her back ,
for there is still a part of her that is scared that she is doing wrong.
What if…..?
How….?
Yo you are doing fine, I can tell you , I want to reassure you…
Just hold on , for you are making great progress indeed.
Just feel and there is so much to be feeling into…so much…
Just be present and feel ME.
You do not have to work so hard , just be present.
Stay in your own space…..be true….be authentic …
Do what you feel is good for you.

Yo’s feeling of fear is great….also feeling into the fear of many on earth…
It is there and it is real for many.
Yo ‘s fear is that she will be overwhelmed , and that she will be swept away,
Or go crazy…
So take good care of yourself right now.
Keep in balance even though the balance might be hard to find….
It is there. Spend time on your own.
Go inside , deep , deep inside….

This is a hard one , a hard nut to crack.
And so it is , but you will be fine , and you are doing a great job.
Jump , we will catch you if you fall……
That sounds very scary but it is not.
You just take the leap and be with you…ME.
All the terrifying thoughts that are arising , are here for a purpose….
Let them be and breath them in , …you know just energy…
But still it can be very …, eh ….like death threatening experiences very deep fear…
So when you can face them and feel them and breath them in….
Just do it …and jump towards freedom…with opening arms.
All you have to do is go towards….step up …
As you did so many times before…again and again…

JUMP …… I will catch ME….we will catch us….
You are so close do not give up….just do it….breath….LET GO

INGIR.