Who am I? The story of Buddha. And the January shoud.

Yesterday I saw the last 'shoud' and I woke up thinking: who am I? Not that I don't feel a living source inside of me that I call me. It was the questions at the end of the Shoud that interested me. All the thoughts and energies bombarding us. All these spirits talking to us and some trying to manipulate us (as Adamus said), how do we know what to choose. He said, it's only from us when we choose it to be. This has a lot to do with the channeling we're doing, because we're really feeling and listening to energies around and inside of us. For me the shoud left some open doors about this topic, I thought: why not share this with the group? Because, this year 2011, will be the year that 'they' are going to press our buttons. I thought that this would be an easy year full of fun and laughter. But probably it will be the 'testing' also; I can understand that people in my surroundings will react as if I’m crazy when I really start doing what makes my heart singing. (When I start wearing my blue dress and become a channeler... :))

So we really have to be The Master. And be totally aware of what's happening with energies that push our buttons and who try to make us feel small. The energies that are looking for our pure energy. Because we're so open now, we really need this pure awareness of what's trying to manipulate us. We have to be aware to what doesn't feel good and realize that this is not ours and sent it away. Or the other thing to do is just breathe it in. can we breathe everything in? I doubt it sometimes. If I feel a bad energy, or a thought that want to make me angry, can I breathe it in or tell it to go away? I think both will work and I also know that the more I’m in the light, the happiness that I am, there are not so many questions about this topic. You instantly feel and know what's right and what you should or shouldn’t do about it.

I always like the story about Buddha who was travelling with some people for a few days. One of these persons was negative to Buddha. Saying mean things and tried to get him mad or feel bad. He did this throughout the day but Buddha was not responding to it. He just smiled. The next day and the day after that the man kept trying to stir Buddha and tried to make him feel small or bad. But it didn't work. Just this smile in the eyes of Buddha.

What’s wrong with you? The man asked the third day. I tried to make you feel bad for three days and you don't respond to it. What are you doing?

Buddha smiled again. You know, he said, if you give me a present and I don't take it, to who belongs the present then?

From me? The man said.

And so it is. The Buddha said with a smile on his face.

I wrote this all because I had some questions and I’m interested in you're feeling or thought about this. Or some other things that the 'shoud' made you aware off. maybe it's a good idea to share some things the week after a new shoud. That’s my feeling. Just a little sharing....

Paracelsus

When I appeared to you in your sleep several months ago, you saw me in my old age, laughing like I was "out of my mind", which I am. I knew you didn't understand what I came to do or who I was, when I told you my name. It was very hilarious to me. I saw you looking me up in the encyclopedia, so now you know!
I used to take myself extremely serious at that lifetime.I wrote thousands of papers to make people understand ,using my mind (mostly), my heart and my inner knowledge of the essence of human life on earth, seeing it in the perspective of the kosmos itself.
Some of the things I wrote, people took seriously. At the same time, especially on the subject of religion, I made many ennemies.
I can relate to the fact that your small group on earth is not understood by the majority of earthlings.It can be rather frustrating and lonely.
I can tell you one thing ( amongst many others ): you are on the right track.

In the mean time: laugh, play with what you know and who you are. Don't be too serious. Laughter opens hearts and sets the soul free.
My friend St. Germain is as confronting as I have always been. However,he is never losing his humour.
In my life as P. I had a total lack of humour. Where I am now, we are laughing our buts off ( if we had them! ).

It's a beautiful game, life on earth. Play it with grace and you can be you, close to your soul...No, one with your soul.
Dance, be who you are, sing and laugh, be who you are, create in your own space and don't pay attention to all the souls, that are still ignorant and dormant.

The breathing you do works wonders for your body and soul. It is a solid advice. If you do it smiling, it is even more effective.
ENJOY! Don't do what I did..............do what I do now.
Trust your truth, for it is divine gold, and you will be free.

P.

I wish you lots of magical laughter,
Hanna.

Arkadia

06.02.11

Welcome, dearest one,

You are not new to us, even if you think that we are new to you. We have been part of your evolution in the same way that many other spiritual families have been. We are very happy that you have become aware of us. Your attention has been towards the outer space of the universe, what belongs to other planets and stars, galaxies and starsystems. You have heard of the ones living within the Earth, but have not really felt connected to these. Remember, we are all one, we all come from the same source. Our histories are interconnected, and when the veil is totally lifted you will realize that this is not new to you at all.

There were beings that had to go underneath the surface of the earth to live, at certain times in the Earths history. There are highly evolved communities and cities underground. Our sivilisation is far beyond yours in this time. In a way we come from your future but also from your past. They are also interconnected. It is obvious to you that as fellow inhabitants of this earth, the development that you are now going through is also affecting us. The Earth is raising in vibration, and is becoming an enlightened planet. We also rejoice in this. We also celebrate you who have helped this process along whilst in physical bodies. This is such a great achievement. It is hard for you to see the whole picture, in fact it is not at all possible for you to do this at this stage in development. You are still under the influence of seeing evolution/history as linear time. To tell you that time is in fact something that can be described as a great circle, where everythings comes around and around is hard for you to fathom. More correct is it to say that time is a spiralling circle evolving further and further away from source before it spirals back again and becomes one with source. These time frames are enormous. Suffice it to say to you now that we are closely interconnected as we share this planet as our home. We are aiding and assisting you and planet Earth at this time, as you are aiding and assisting us to reach a new level of our evolution. We do not live in duality, but in a heartceneterd unity consciousness. We travel anywhere we like in time and space. We can take on a human shape, or we can stay in our energybodies, our lightbodies. You can see us as lights in the skies, and you will see more of us. We can show up in your photographs as orbs or shadows of light. We are so pleased with the work you have done which now enables us to contact you, to visit the crust of the earth and to communicate with you. We are family too!

You are now becoming crystalline in structure as we also are, and in a way you can say that you are becoming us in your distant future. And still we are here all togehter We want to laugh and play with you. To be happy with you, to love and honour you.

Receive our love and respect and share in our great pleasure in this meeting.

Some call us the Lemurians

Arkadia

17 being ingir

17 BEING INGIR 8 febr.

Yo is feeling into freedom , and at the same time she felt into NOT being free.
This feeling of how she is withdrawing , is hurting her very much.
The channelling with Adamus is shaking her core issues…
And that is great because this means she IS asking to be free.
She wants to let go ….so she will be free.
But she is now feeling into NOT being free and she is more aware of these feelings than ever.
She is feeling it in her body….like she is not able to get enough air , het longs blog up..
Her throat is tight and she is loosing her voice a little…

I will tell you , you are doing great.
First feel into NOT being free and breath it in…..these are very old patterns , aspects .
These are also from past lives…..
I am here ,being INGIR, I am here with you…
Listen to me , I will guide you…..
I am here……
Feel into being with ME.

I am very into YO , our connection has become very strong but with some parts
She withdraws herself. She disconnects. She is with fear .She is not trusting.
For there where not many whom she felt safe with , I guess no one really.
But I am not outside ..Yo , I am Yo.
For this is very important to her.
I AM YO , She is ME. We are ONE.
So there is nothing to be afraid of.
You are not going to lose yourself to someone else.
You are loosing You in ME…
Yo knows the controlling game with love, she has experienced it.
Yo knows there is nothing to gain in the world outside herself…for she has never found it.
Yo knows she will survive , for she has survived until now. For she never thought she would. She was in constant battle and in defence…she knows it takes het inner strength , intuition ,
Feeling into what feels good and what not…so she knows for she has experienced it.
Yo knows who she is , and is authentic , and she feels very quickly when one is not…
Yo knows that she can feel into …for she is not afraid..
Yo knows that it is not about the other accepting her , but it is about accepting herself.
Yo knows when someone speaks from the heart , when she speaks from het heart , because she feels it.
Yo knows she can be alone and it is OK.

But I will tell you Yo , you are scared of allowing Me and giving Me total control.
To let go of MIND. For she loves to analyze..
Let me tell you Yo…..I am you.
Let me tell you …you are afraid of being no one anymore…..
That ,al there is be left is…being a drifter , a loser, an open goal to be destroyed.
That anything can and will happen to you …..which you fear of….pain ,being abused ,not being safe , and manipulated…..
But you have experienced it al and you are still here….
You can feel when it is something you really do not want and you know you will step up , whatever it is that you feel you need to do , or be…
For you are extremely courageous , but who will you be when you let me in totally?
Are you going to be safe then , if you let all you’re guards down…and be alone with ME.
Being ME, I being Yo?
You have known Me for some time now , and we talk openly , even for others to read..
I trust you completely , but do you trust ME?
This trust will give you freedom you so desperately seek.
You know what is not freedom…..for you have been feeling into it.
You know with a wisdom from the heart.
Trust the feeling…..not the mind , not the analyzing.
Trust your heart and gut feeling…
YOU ARE SAFE WITH ME….feel into it…
Take your time ,for it will take time…and then it grows and grows and then you let go…
And it will be a solid feeling , a square energy firm on earth...strong and independent..
Yo you want this so badly….I can feel it.
Take you’re time ….give yourself the space…to feel and to be what you are feeling now.
Do not be hard on yourself…but soft and loving…
for many are to scared to even think about it. Feel into being scared…for this is what it is that you are feeling…
Are going to focus on being free and feel into potential?
Or are you going to be ruled by fear? Limitation?
Feel and decide…
I am with you..

INGIR being with YO